gosh i feel so stupid...
sorry God i let feeling guide me again
and it led to something bad....
should not said all that sorry...
been so long since i will cry due to this kind of thing :(
promise myself not to cry anymore since pri sch.
sigh...no one seem to understand the pain i going through...
not going to give up now...face the giant and move on...
but can i do it? God help me? need someone to talk to